Nessun dorma

I had an amazing weekend of doing the things I enjoy and I deliberately didn’t make plans as I  haven’t wanted to see anyone socially for a while.

I suppose I do have a real introverted side.

I watched films, mainly foreign ones which I love because you have to focus,and I do have difficulty concentrating. I also did some pottering around the kitchen doing lots of  cooking and of course lots of walking with my dog.

I watched a film called one chance; a film about the opera singer Paul Potts. Paul had no confidence in himself and believed he was unlovable.

In a last ditch attempt Paul finds fame on a TV talent show. During his performance of nessun dorma  he believes in himself for the first time ever.

It reminded me that if I want something badly enough I must keep trying until I succeed in getting it. Sometimes I admit defeat too easily- don’t we all?

People keep asking me what I did before I worked at Macmillan. They either don’t know I had cancer or they don’t know when I had it.

Mostly I don’t mention I was sick because people don’t know what to say and I’d rather avoid the arkwardness.

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I’m still riding the content train life is pretty sweet although ignorant people are seemingly everywhere and they fuck me off more than anything!

I notice that it’s always the ones who’ve not known hardship or suffering who make the most noise especially on social media.  I must switch off and not get enraged by people’s stupidity.

Work in progress. .
🙂

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