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My yearly mammogram was normal.  Negative for anything suspicious.
It’s a relief a huge weight has been lifted. Was dreading her saying that they’d found something so my voice got all wobbly!

I feel like im constantly living my life on the edge doing all these scary things and perhaps if my life wasn’t this way I’d be bored constantly?

I often put myself in vulnerable positions where I look pretty stupid but no one is ever willing to be vulnerable in front of me or make a fool of themselves for me. Why is that? Maybe I’m too open but no one wants to be honest anymore people just prefer seem to sweep everything under the carpet.

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It’s frustrating but I guess I need to choose people more carefully to open up to in future and perhaps I won’t feel this cocktail of disappointment mostly blue mixed with equal measures of stupid and paranoia..

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