You know when something is happening in the future and you don’t want it to happen. It seems so far away though you almost convince yourself the moment will never arrive.
Then the time eventually comes around and it’s tougher than you ever imagined. Times up.
I suddenly see everything I didn’t see before- it was always there.
Perhaps that’s why I’m sad. 😦 but I shouldn’t dwell what’s done is done and that’s the way it is.