Do you ever wonder if something bad had to happen to you to experience something amazing? Well I do.
Sometimes I think if you look at life in this way the bad stuff doesn’t seem so bad after all.
Like the times I had my heart broken, he just wasn’t right or good enough for me.
The time I fell out with some of my friends when I was diagnosed, they were never real friends and I met new amazing ones.
The time I got breast cancer and nearly died. Chemo was shit. I remember thinking death would be better. It fucked with my brain, made me depressed and on another planet.i thought if I can just get through 5 months of chemo I have the rest of my life to live.
So now I live my life. I do everything I want to do. Every weekend I feel like I’m on holiday now. I appreciate nature more than ever. Everything is beautiful. I walk I cycle I drink pimms before lunch. I raise my kids, I work hard, the balance is right, living is a joy. Anyone who tries to kill my joy is quickly removed from my life. I have no time for people that project their own misery on to me. This is my second chance and I’m giving it my all..