My dad doesn’t like birthdays… 

It’s my dad’s birthday this week. (My mums was last week).

He doesn’t like life much since she died, and I feel guilty that we three cant make him happy enough. 

Sometimes I think they should have gone together or he should have died first  as he’s never been able to live without her. 
I know that’s an awful thing to think and say but the last 14 years he’s just been existing and not living.

Life is really shitty sometimes… 

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