It’s my dad’s birthday this week. (My mums was last week).
He doesn’t like life much since she died, and I feel guilty that we three cant make him happy enough.
Sometimes I think they should have gone together or he should have died first as he’s never been able to live without her.
I know that’s an awful thing to think and say but the last 14 years he’s just been existing and not living.
Life is really shitty sometimes…