I have Endometrial Hyperplasia. Basically the medication I’m on to prevent breast cancer can cause the cells in the womb to misbehave. My chance of breast cancer returning is high so I can’t stop the tablets.
If I was a normal woman with this condition I would just be given hormones to correct it but because of cancer in not allowed hormones so the only option is for my womb and cervix removed (or ovaries and womb and cervix removed which results in instant menopause and an option I don’t want to consider).
Whilst the cells are not yet cancer or even pre-cancer they are starting to resemble pre-cancerous which is dangerous. I guess they don’t want to take the risk.
Honestly how much does life want to throw at me? How much as my body failed me? Why can’t it work properly for me? Questions that can never be answered but pain me so much.
Nobody can say the right thing. It sucks and that’s it. The only blessing is that I have two children and I didn’t want more but I resent that choice being taken away from me.
Sometimes I resent surviving.