For the second weekend in a row my back is bad. 😢
I was getting ready to go out when it just got stuck, gave way and spasmed. Nobody was here, it was very scary. The pain was so bad I thought I would pass out before I could sit down. Sweat was pouring off me as I hobbled back to my room and managed to ease myself down on to the bed.
I can’t understand how this surgery has fucked up my back like this. I definitely think I did too much yesterday. Even stepping down from the train to the platform was really taxing.
So I’m icing and heating my lower back with frozen peas and a hot water bottle. What’s strange is the pain has completely moved from one side to the other!
Now I’m beginning to freak out, but I had a bone scan a while ago and it was clear. I can’t understand this new bout of pain though. What if the scan was clear then but something has grown since? I hate thinking negatively but I cannot stand not knowing reasons why things happen.